Today...it's difficult to "trust the process"...
The recent events at Virginia Tech and subsequent reactive reporting and efforts at understanding and explaining them has me doubting our (humanity's) ability to break through the density and immense thickness of the walls of "perception and beliefs" that create such events in the first place before it destroy's us all.
I find it difficult to hope, in this moment, not because one of our brothers went completely nuts, (because - as painful as that is, and as I would never wish it on anyone, I almost expect or the least, am not surprised, when such things continue to happen) but because of the inane thinking that goes on around the "why" question, still, in these days of so-called enlightenment, the complete idiocy with which we attempt to "understand", to get answers, to point outwardly at others...all attempts, as I see it, at shutting out the pain, the loss, the fear of simply being, with it, as witness, in the wave of energy that has been created from it.
it's a little harder to breathe, today, in this moment, yet, it is all and the best I can do, to BE.
creating at the rhythm of my breath,
RAY